Christmas 2024



 Time stood still. I could hear the music and the choir singing “Holy Are You Lord God All Mighty”. Everything was swirling together. My past. My present. My unknown future. My son. Brokenness intertwined with hope. There in the midst of it all was my Jesus. Sweet, tender and loving. Did He give me answers? No. He lifted it and calmed it all for a moment. Just me and Him. Did my problems go away? No. Do I have peace? Yes. Do I have Hope? Yes. Do I still get frustrated because I don’t like to wait? Yes. Did, Jesus meet me at a moment where all my worlds collided? Yes. He has a plan. I have a future. I have hope. #thankful

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